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Name: Mallory
Country: United States
State: North Dakota
Gender: Female
Interests: having fun, music, movies, cars,men (they are always fun), blah blah blah you know the rest
Expertise: Thinking i know what i'm talking about.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
MSN: mmsuchy@msn.com
Yahoo:  mmsbebbe
Member Since:
3/25/2003
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| So im almost never on here anymore so i have decided to use my site as a journal of sorts. I'm starting a "lose weight so i can fit into a cute bridesmaid dress" thingy. so im gonna post my progress on here. maybe i will even be brave enough to put up pictures......probably not unless things go well though. anywhoo. so i want to lose at least 30 pounds by may. hmmmm. i think that is possible. well im gonna go now. goodnight | | |
| holy crap haven't been on here in forever. well everything is going pretty good. im now working at lonestar instead of sunset. and im currently deciding what color to paint my room. thats pretty much all the excitment going on im my life right now. how sad is that. oh well. thats life, or lack there of i guess. | | |
| Holy crap!! I actually figured out how to put up a picture background. I admit its not the greatest but i did it and i didn't even have to call heather for help!!!! *pat pat* Yay Me!! Anyways, I think im gonna go try and spiff up my myspace page. haha, that thing is even lamer than my xanga site was. sniffle. | | |
| Why do i have to talk to so many stupid people when im gonna drop a class!!!! Its my decision and ive talked about it to everyone i need to. just take me out of the damn class and we will all be fine!!!! This whole thing is stupid. In one sentence they are telling you to be an adult so make your decisions, and then they go and tell you that you can't do this on your own and you need permission. DAMNIT! | | |
| Wow i haven't written in awhile. I feel bad because i feel that i have let people who wanted me to contact them down. I'm not purposely doing it, but rather i believe i'm frightened to contact them. What if its been so long since they gave me a number or since we talked that now they would be angry that i'm contacting them? Because of that fear, i only have three people outside of family that i hang out with. How sad is that, My whole life revolves around whether or not one of those three is free. Am i that much of a coward? I think i am. Also i think i'm scared of succeeding in anything i do. I start something, and i'm good at it, and then when it gets really good i quit. I start doing worse and worse. I'm afraid of walking out of my comfort zone. I'm afraid to leave my house and the comfort of sitting here everyday with my mom because i know i will always be safe. I know if i don't try to do something i can't fail and i won't let anyone down. So here i go. I'm going to try and take the plunge. I'm going to look for something better in a job, i'm going to go to class everyday and do my homework and study for the exams. And more importantly i'm going to start making connections again. Heres to Success. | | |
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